Studying

Another thing I am trying is a new mantra- I have been trying to get a job for over a year (teaching). It is so hard out there right now. There are no jobs for teachers and positions are being cut left and right. Anyway, cutting this shorter than I could actually make it..... I am trying to tell myself, "I WILL get a job." or, "I WILL find a house I can afford.", etc. I need to start telling myself this no matter how much I do not believe it. Because I have been walking around beating myself up, telling myself that I am worthless and am not meant to teach, etc. etc. etc. Others pick up on this. I know that. It is a very difficult task, but I am still a student of life and am willing to learn constantly. so, I must study for THIS exam and try these thoughts.