Wedding

This whole wedding thing is really scaring me. Actually I am not sure what is scaring me more; the wedding or the job search. Both are equally terrifying. I feel as though I am doing everything completely wrong and I am not as 'giddy' about things as I ought to be. Every day people ask me if I have made any more plans or if any job offers have come up. I want to scream at them, "NO! I AM STILL HERE!!! DOES IT LOOK LIKE ANYTHING HAS COME UP?!" But, I opt for the polite route and simply say, "Nope. Nothing yet. It's very hard out there right now." Or in response to the wedding questions, I just tell them I still have one and a half years to plan all of this. Nothing more has really come up since YESTERDAY!!!!